I read cami's blog...well who doesn't. and if you dont you should because she is the most amazing female on planet earth. no freaking joke...i'm still wondering why she lets me be her best friend...she's fantastic.
My first kiss....was awkward
but it was with my best friend .....of the male sort...not cami that would just be disgusting.
I don't regret it as he is still my best friend...and I'm not going to say his name...but I love him. I hope when we're eighty we still play.
We still joke about it sometimes actually, it's kind of hilarious. I'm glad we're so casual about it.
But it went a little like this:
It was the end of 9th last day of school, he was having a party at his house and I had, had a huge crush on him for 2 months...which kind of sucked as he liked my best friend in the whole world Cambria Lauren Hobbs <3.
yeah I think weird, I know...this was when I was fourteen give me a break.
So like a week before I basically told him I liked him, and sooooo I think he liked me back...to this day i'm not completely sure, and i feel safe saying that as i'm sure he doesn't read my blog... but i think he had feelings for me...but i really dont know. I think he just really wanted a relationship which is fine :). I'm quite frankly sadly use to being used like that.
Anyways so we were at seven peaks for the 9th grade celebration and he was complaining how he wanted to kiss someone so bad. and I said I would. Yeah, sad huh? So he invited me to his house the next day. (please note he's a really great guy. A total sweetheart, and he'd never use a girl he was actually into...which kind of crushed me a little but as i've said...totally use to it.) So the next day at his house was a party as i said in the beggning...and we went out side to shoot some hoops. It was fun...when he grabbed the ball and held it over his head.
